This blog is a part of self discovery, a symbol of my passion for writing - my madness, an attempt to be a part of the 'Write-A-Thon'. This is my space - beyond the judgement of others. Here, I dabble mostly in romance, poetry, shayari, book reviews, social issues that bother me and trending topics (venturing out of my comfort zone) with a dash of personal insights about life - an entertaining fiction itself!
Wednesday, 23 December 2015
Humari Adhuri Kahani
late, I have started to realize that I can glorify pain. We do not realize the
power that pain and loneliness give us. Some of my best written pieces are when
I was not in a happy mood. Pain changes you profoundly. Intense, debilitating, saddening
emotions often bring out great words. Pain works for writers, it really does.
And that doesn't mean always that the writer writes about his/her own pain, quite
often it is a conglomeration of what they observe around that saddens them.
strikes when you are unprepared and is often glorified through words, songs,
written letters. The saddest of songs have but naturally come out when the
writer was sad and felt every emotion described in the song.
know if this is a shayari or whatever. Maybe totally random. I love writing in
Hindi, but emotions come out only rarely in this language. Today was one such
being happy, but these days, my colleague, a very senior Professor tells me,
"Aayesha, angoor ki tarah raho, kismish mat bano. Smile always! I like you
cheerful." She is such a sweetheart, I tell you.
I wrote this in a jiffy, but it turned out to be nice, I didn't want to
backspace all that I had written, so sharing it on my baby blog, who is
ever-listening to my ramblings. This is probably the best I have written in
Hindi-Urdu mix: My personal opinion.
dil tod ke chale jate ho,
muh mod lete ho,
keh dete ho behrehmi se, "Mujhse koi pyaar nahi karta",
meri taraf dekha toh hota!
uljhan me daal ke,
reh lete ho? Niwale yahan nigle nahi jaate, Aur tum wahan dawatein karte ho?
hi tha toh mile hi kyun?
chodna hi tha, toh thaama hi kyun?
ke the kya sab vaade,
gaye ek hawa ke jhonke se?
yaad karna galat hai,
kyun yeh galti achi lagti hai?
bole, tumse baatein karna,
lagta hai sahi?
tha jo sath waqt,
thi ya kuch pal?
lagta hai unn me zindagi jee lun,
lagta hai kuch lamhe the, buss lamhe the woh!
jamne do dhool meri yaadon par,
toh dhoop ki kirne banke bhi sataungi tumhe,
se baal sehlaungi.
shabdon se toh pyar tha hi,
khamoshiyon se bhi pyar karna seekha diya tumne!
kami bhi hai,
hi poori bhi hoon,
sath jeena shayad mushkil hota,
bina jeena namumkin hai.
meri asthiyon ko kishton me, harr sheher me,
akela na mehsoos karein kahin,
fanaah hone k baad.
lagta hai saara likh du,
kaagaz reh jata hai khaali,
behtar kya karun bayaan mera haal!
ke, bikhar ke, marr toh hum bichadte waqt hi gaye the,
saans lene ko zinda hona thodi hi kehte hai.